haha anyway i shall do some intensive updating since its been so long since my blog can be accessed. okay today was a happy happy day. although i thought it was gonna be a damn shitty day coz of third period and lousy gp results and everything...it still turned out quite alright. can rank as one of my happiest days in sch alr. haha not that it has much competition. got quite high during chem lect for some reason and the highness has kinda persisted until now. which is good. met zihui at the bus stop so i went with her to the police post because believe it or not, ive never been to a police post before in my life. so i thought it wld be nice to go see. so i went. and yupp, it looks totally like on tv. all shiny surfaces and men in blue uniforms. haha even tho the vending machine and the door that cannot open kinda spoiled the pro image. but nevertheless. it was an interesting experience.
after that i started my long journey home. haha the journey seemed to pass quite fast while i was reading my book. although i didnt read on the bus after the bleeding headache i got ytd from reading all the way home. smart pple learn from their mistakes okay! haha no la actually smart pple learn from other pple's mistakes. anyway.
so i came home and found surprisingly that the house is empty. kinda weird but my mom and bro came home after awhile. haha i played some cute game with my bro den went off for yoga. and yoga was good. feel super stretched. haha. think im gonna have a nice sleep tonight. so im back and online. and i saw that xueting finally replied my email! wow its really really good to hear from an old but super good friend! miss her so much man. miss those days we lived together and talked abt everything under the sun any time of the day. miss that comfortable feeling and the happy days we had. and her sense of humour and how i can just be myself with her without worrying abt anything else. xueting! if ure reading this... I MISS YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS!! IM GONNA CHIONG OVER TO MALAYSIA AND FIND YOU ONCE MY As ARE OVER!! ohwell. dont be sad that its over, be happy that it happened. but i still wish those days cld have lasted forever.
but its weird. if those days lasted forever, i wld never have first three months. and during first three months i wished those days lasted forever too. haiz. but both cant last forever coz they will clash and i cant be in two time frames at once! but it doesnt matter anyway coz time stops for no man and no matter how hard i wish, those times will never come back. so lets try to cherish the past, live in the present and look toward the future!
anyway i wanna thank you for really making my day. somehow, just seeing your name on my phone can make my heart light up. i know i shldnt feel this way but somehow i just do. and i learnt sth really impt. its that just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have. makes sense? makes lotsa sense to me.
okay thats all for now. weekends coming soon. keep going everyone!
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
a star fell from the sky;
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